i rock

sharon tong wan ping

2010-12-29T04:19:00.002+08:00

i want to make you happy.
i want to tell you i'll never hurt you like she did.
seeing how she hurt you makes me sad.
you said i made you the happiest girl last night,
i want to make you the happiest girl forever more.

but i don't wanna promise anybody anything,
time will tell.

i love you sharon tong wan ping.

ilu

2010-12-29T03:53:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU SHARON TONG!

time to grow up

2009-12-21T02:29:00.002+08:00

i think it's time i grew up.

i keep procrastinating.
keeeeeeeeeeeeeeep procrastinating.

everything and anything that matters.
i'll just set it aside and tell myself i'll do it someday. soon.

but it never happens.

and i think i've been waiting.
waiting for something life changing to happen.
a sign to tell me that it's time for a change.

and i think this is it.

i mean seriously.
i could have lost my fucking life.

but even after this.
all i care about it having fun.
when will i grow up?

when will i truly fucking grow up?

i love myself.

2009-12-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

so anyway.
i am very free.
and very bored.

and i keep seeing ppl on fb or whatnot posting photos taken via macbook.

so i decided to do some photowhoring myself.
of course mine's not a mac.
ever since i got my desktop i've neglected my lappy.
my sexy asus eee.

yes. i'm back!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i wanna kill myself.
blogger must upload the photos five at a time.
i rather fb. bye.

to a dear friend

2009-12-09T02:32:00.003+08:00

and to a dear friend,

I LOVE YOU.

and i so much hope that you're gonna be ok.

after so long

2009-12-09T02:24:00.002+08:00

it's been two thousand years since i've last blogged.

and now i'm on block leave.
away from work, and a whole lotta time to myself.

and i think my usual thoughts.
which gets me down.
cause i think too much and i think too negatively.

nothing seems right at this point in my life.
but i just live on, partying my life away.
partying not for the sake of enjoying my friends' company.
partying to get myself drunk and high.
away from all the troubles and worries.

i wonder if anybody is ever gonna read this.
which is good in a way.
cause then maybe i can really truly vent.

i've resorted to drinking myself to sleep.
drinking beer so that i can fall asleep.
without thinking thoughts.

so i'm typing this a lil drunk.
and a lil depressed.

and i can't and i won't allow myself to show this side of me.
but i need an outlet.

maybe i'll come back to blogging.
it's nice to know that this blog here will live on longer than i ever would.

and lastly, i'f like to say FUCK.
AHHAHAHAHHA.
as i can't freely express myself anywhere else.
as people judge, they always do.
and i care too much about what other people think of me.
too much.

hard

2008-11-13T01:50:00.000+08:00

work hard.
party harder.

me likey

2008-10-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

me likey.

star

2008-09-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

live like a movie star.
party like a rock star.

back again

2008-09-24T01:47:00.006+08:00

guess who's baaaaaaaaaaaack. again.

and when i looked through my posts,
i found a draft post from a year ago.
no freaking idea why i didn't post it then.

maybe it's unfinished. whatever.
so i posted it anyhow; scroll to 21st october 2007.

and reason why i'm back in the online world:

and it's the epitome of me.
smart AND bimbotic.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEs.

short getaway

2008-04-27T15:50:00.003+08:00

i'm leaving for redang in a few hours!

WAHAHAHA.

really CANNOT wait for total relaxation.

been looking forward to this getaway since god knows when.
but i'm afraid i'd be left with nothing to look forward to after. :(

but hey.
live in the now baby!

photos not up cause.
cause.
cause, well, i'm a lazy bum.

but i'd take tonnes of photos at redang.
so when i'm back maybe i'd photowhore.
maybe.

meanwhile. foo sl i love you. please be okay.

back

2008-04-14T00:44:00.002+08:00

guess who's back?

i know i know.
my last post was like six months back.

and i promised an onslaught. haha.

but hey. things happen.
things happened.

but i'm back now.
thanks to shin. eh.

prepare for photo whoring madness.

not good not bad

2007-10-21T15:37:00.003+08:00

these days i've been ok.
not good.
not bad either.

i love the people(and dog) i have in my life.

timeline a bit screwed up. haha.

onslaught

2007-10-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

onslaught of photos soon. :)

if it makes you happy

2007-10-21T14:33:00.000+08:00

if it makes you happy.
then it can't be that bad.
if it makes you happy
then why the hell are you so sad.

i think i am weird

2007-09-25T13:42:00.001+08:00

i think i am weird.

goodbye love

2007-09-25T13:09:00.000+08:00

goodbye love.

reservice

2007-08-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

my boy is off to reservice.
two weeks since monday.

he told me he'd have his phone by his side.
and that he could pick up calls anytime.
cause that was the case last reservice.
so i thought two weeks would breeze by.

BUT?

his phone was confiscated.
because it's camera phone.

last reservice they also never confiscate.
same phone same camp what.
and what's the rationale for confiscating?

bad enough that he'd be in there for two weeks.
now don't even let me talk to him.
and twenty sixth is our first year anniversary.

i hate the stupid whoever-they-are.

now my boy can only call me at night.
and have to borrow his friend's phone.

he always picks up my calls. always.
even if he's sleeping or what not.
now i can't even talk to him when i feel like it.

still waiting for his call.
i miss you so much my boy. :(

a love story

2007-08-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

a love story:

work kills

2007-07-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

work killed my social life.

oh. transformers was amazing.

club night

2007-06-24T05:25:00.001+08:00

lack of sleep

2007-06-22T11:01:00.000+08:00

lack of sleep murdered me.

i can feel my mind racing.
and my body shutting down.
that's what caffeine does.

so many things to do.
but yet so little time.

have to collect diploma.
get some shopping done.
night's out with the girls.

blow it all off for some rest?

need the diploma for work.
need to shop for work clothes.
clubbing would do me good.

let's fuck all this planning.
and long live spontaneity. :)

shot through the heart

2007-06-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

shot through the heart.
and you're to blame.
you give love a bad name.

nine ball

2007-06-18T06:09:00.000+08:00

nine ball championships.
and i am queen of tyco. :)

a darker side

2007-06-17T07:15:00.001+08:00

we rock

2007-06-17T05:01:00.000+08:00

we rock.

人心不足蛇吞橡

2007-06-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

a few days back my boy and me were lunching in delifrance.

there were some broccoli and cauliflower with my steak.

then we started arguing about which is the broccoli and which is the cauliflower.

i was very damn sure i was right.

he was very damn sure he was.

so after that we went to NTUC to check it out.

broccoli and cauliflower respectively. i was wrong. :(

i have to admit. my boy is pretty knowledgeable.

just yesterday he taught me something new.

人心不足蛇吞橡.

and he even knew the story behind it ok. don't play play.

long long ago in china the empress got very very ill.

the physician says she needs to eat the gall (蛇胆) of a certain snake.

now this particular snake was a huge ass one.

so the empress seeked the help of her premier (首橡).

the premier then went to the snake and asked for its help.

since the snake was so huge and so was its gall.

the premier asked the snake if he could just remove one small part of the gall.

the snake agreed since it wouldn't die if it was just a tiny piece.

then the snake opened its mouth wide.

so the premier went in and being greedy (人心不足) cut off the whole damn gall.

and the snake being in such pain closed his mouth.

there you go. feel much more knowledgeable already? :)

adorable

2007-06-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

home from spending the night with my boy. :)

my boy is beyond adorable without enough sleep.

he gets all excited and say and do stupid stuff.

i can't get enough of my boy. i love you stupid.

realised how i've been blogging frequently?

i think it's because i feel this joy in me.

and i wanna shout and tell the whole world.

but i can't possibly tell everybody i talk to how happy i am.

but i have to get it out of me.

so why not blog it out and share my joy right?

but sometimes i feel like i'm bragging.

but it's my blog. i can brag all i want. *beams*

so anyway.

i have been trying to catch up with the friends i felt i neglected.

it heartens me that they now know i really do appreciate them.

and it feels gooooooood i tell you. :)

oh. and i've got a kick ass dog. nicole rocks.

tell me what's there not to be happy about?

xoxo

teresa

not what you think

2007-06-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

i am positively glowing.
i dunno why but i feel very contented.
and all because of a book i read.

not what you think by melissa hill.
the whole world should read it.

i want to start treasuring the people in my life.
because i know i haven't been much of a daughter.
haven't been much of a sister.
haven't been much of a friend.
haven't been much of a girlfriend.
and i know i tend to take all good things for granted.

now i feel strangely motivated.
to be all that i can be. ALL THAT I CAN BE.
i want to tell the world that i am happy. finally.

oh my goodness.
exhilaration. enlightenment. appreciation.
my life will be great.

xoxo
teresa

bragging

2007-06-12T12:46:00.000+08:00

i didn't wanna tell the world this before i was absolutely certain.

I'M PREGNANT.

JUST KIDDING. LMAO.

i got myself a decent job. :)

in dbs and it pays 1.5k basic + o.5k allowances.
which means a whooping 2k a month. WAHAHAHA.
all that money to myself. oh the catastrophe.

the interview was surreal.
3 rounds of tests.
then the interview.
the cold plus the nerves got me trembling my ass off.
and to top that off. 2 interviewers.
i was anxious like dunno what fuck.

and at the end of it all.
they said they felt very comfortable with me.
and very comfortable with the way i communicate.
and that i should wait for a call next week.
you know. to see if i get the job.
then they went on to say that no time should be wasted.
and that they are gonna offer me the job on the spot.

WOOHOO.

i told you guys i rock. i totally rock theirs socks off.
oh my. i am so shameless. i am bragging i know. :)

me: i know one day you'll stop loving me.
him: yes. and that would be the day i die.

AWWWWW. i could have died out of sweetness right there.

him: how come you bathe at my place still got your own smell?
me: because it's my smell what. is it a nice smell or a bad smell?
him: (smelling my hair) of course it's a nice smell.

trivial i know but i felt loved. WAHAHAHA.

UH OH. i am still bragging i know. why? cannot meh?

i was reading this book about 2 really close friends.
who ended up feeling so unfamiliar of one another.

"their friendship now was based more on past association than any real closeness."

let's not become like that ok FOO SL? :)

xoxo
teresa

eye candy

2007-06-11T03:56:00.000+08:00

was watching reality stars fear factor.
and ryan sutter is so beyond hotness.

i was rooting for him in the bachelorette.
and he did win and got married to trista.

so sad but whatever. eye candy anyone?

and life has been beyond great.
much love people. much love. :)

noticed i love the word beyond right now?

xoxo
teresa

i'm still alive

2007-06-08T05:46:00.000+08:00

i'm still alive.
and kicking.
much love. :)

i miss you too

2007-05-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

i MISS you too. :)

bite me

2007-05-15T06:13:00.000+08:00

don't forget me

2007-05-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

such a gorgeous little thing.
with white lashes somemore.

i so miss ranting my heart out.
so prepare for my ramblings.

*BEAMS* :)

i don't mean to sound rude.
and i am not a religionist.

but temples freak me out.

i mean i'm not a staunch catholic.
i don't even go to church.
but temples just freak me out ok?

ANYWAY.
my mom's sister came to visit.
all the way from malaysia.

i have always taken my room for granted.

i mean i don't mind having her in my room.
it was by all means logical.
she can't possibly sleep anywhere else.

she said my bed was too soft.
TOO SOFT.
TOO SOFT?!
i love my bed the way it is.
and TOO SOFT?!

there's no such thing as TOO SOFT.
or at least to me.
as soft as possible.

so she ended up on the floor.
it was her choice.
my bed gives her back-aches.

i just HAVE TO watch tv before i sleep.
and i only go to bed at like 4 a.m.
so i can't watch tv while she's asleep.

so i end up in the living room.

then i sneak back in to sleep.
and i realise she snores.
i cannot sleep with people who snores.

my boy doesn't snore. THANK GOD.
but his brother does.
and it's damn loud snoring i tell you.

my boy only snores once in a while.
and it's like a whisper-snore. HAHA.

her snore was like a talk-snore.
audible but not loud.
but still a disturbance to me.

but now i have my room back!

I APPRECIATE HAVING MY OWN ROOM. :)

nicole has grown a lot.
only 6 months old.
but such strong legs.

she sleeps with me in my room now.
and she definitely dreams.
she twitches and her legs twitches.

and sometimes she licks her lips. AWW.
must be having a feast in her dreams.

I LOVE MY NICOLE.

i have nothing more to say. over and out.
but in case people forget how i look like.

xoxo
teresa

ouch

2007-04-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

ouch.

not my fault

2007-04-19T16:36:00.000+08:00

HEY. IT'S NOT MY FAULT.
DON'T SOUND SO RESENTFUL.
BLAME YOUR INCOMPETENCE.
AND YOU.
DON'T BOTHER TO SHOUT.
BLAME YOUR LOUSY LIES.

lmao

2007-04-12T15:32:00.001+08:00

PLEASE DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME. :)

kbox

2007-04-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

i might be going to sing k till morning.
but this fever is killing me. :(
and how to sing with a sore throat?

white pigeons

2007-04-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

i think this is my virgin post at my boy's place.

anyway. i think white pigeons are funny.

oh. and i changed my mind.
i wanna marry my boy. lol.

stupid boy. i know you will be reading this. :)

xoxo
teresa

tai tai

2007-03-31T04:01:00.000+08:00

my boy got a decent job.
sales in a computer store.

then he said with his pay.

he'll pay for my mj sessions.
and shopping and high tea.

and bring me to nice places.
and that i'll be like a tai tai.

idealistic? maybe.
romantic? YES. :)

i love how fate had me fooled.

from no strings attached.
to the one love of my life.

xoxo
teresa

i miss school

2007-03-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

seventh month

2007-03-26T02:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

my boy looks so dumb. he's gonna kill me. haha.

in marriage, there's the seventh year itch.
maybe in couplehood got seventh month itch?

haha. i am so lame.

nicole is still adorable. so in love with her can. :)

xoxo
teresa

i love my room

2007-03-23T08:00:00.000+08:00

well. here i am to blog AGAIN.

i just wanna say that I LOVE MY ROOM.

and i hope it rains today cause I LOVE THE RAIN.

but i love my room much more than the rain. hmmm.
i might love the rain more than my room.
or i love my room more than the rain. HAHA.
but i might possibly love the rain more than my room.

i think the lack of sleep is getting to me.

i'm gonna go watch happy feet on dvd now. :)

maybe i'd love happy feet more than my room and the rain. HAHA.

oh. and happy feet is kuai le de da jiao in chinese.
HOW MUCH MORE FUNNY CAN THAT GET?! LMAO.

random ramblings

2007-03-23T05:04:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling very random.
and i feel like rambling.

i realised my boy and i have very little to talk about over the phone.
i've always not liked talking on the phone except for gossiping/bitching and catching up.

and with my boy, he's not interested in my gossips/bitchings.
and we are around each other like almost 24/7.
so there is obviously no catching up to do. duh.

so normally we just watch tv together over the phone and talk about the show.
and sometimes we just talk about nothing in particular.

i love him with all my heart and all that i have.
but he confuses me.
sometimes he treats me so nice that i feel so pampered and loved.

he would do all the small little things that mean so much.
but other times he seems to neglect me and/or my feelings.

one of my favourite songs can totally describe what i have with my boy.

he's soft to the touch
but afraid at the end he breaks
he's never enough
and still leaves more than i can take

oh i don't know.
i don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful.
such a beautiful disaster.

if i could hold on.
through the tears and the laughter.
won't it be beautiful.
just a beautiful disaster.

incidentally. i tried to create a new email today.
because my many email adds are just not very grown-up.

i tried beautifuldisaster@hotmail.com.
and it was taken.
tried it at gmail and it was taken too. :(

so anyway. i was reading through my past posts.
and many interesting/ironic things popped up.

i once used the above song on a guy i had a crush on.
but i am totally over him now and my boy is my one and only.

and check this out:

Friday, January 05, 2007

i want to have twins.
actually.
i really love kids.
but i have no patience.

jack of all trades.
master of none.
i get so interested in things.
but get bored in a minute.

karma is a bitch.

OKAY. that's all.

xoxo
teresa

3:17 AM

this is so ironic considering the hoola that happened. LOL.

and some of my past posts talked about my ex-boyfriend.
the guy that i thought i would marry and live happily ever after.
i thought i would be in love with him till the day we die.

and then something hit me.
i love my boy more than i had ever love the ex.
but i don't wanna marry my boy. weird huh.

and i also looked at the photos i posted.

i can understand why people would choose to call me fat.
but who would call her fat? she has a great figure ok.

she's one skinny ass and a very pretty little thing. :)

i really am very appreciative of what FOO SL and i have.
i have never known how it would feel to have a soulmate.

and i also realised i have love/hate relationships with my loved ones.

i LOVE my family with ALL my heart.
but sometimes my mom's constant nagging gets on my nerves and i ignore her.
and i bully my dad just because he dotes on me and always lets me get my way.

and my da ge is always there for me but i'm not always there for him.
and my er ge is trying to change his bad temperament but i'm not being suppotive.

but at the end of the day i love them like crazy. :)

i have nothing else to say and congratulate me people.
i think this blog entry is my longest post ever. woohoo.

xoxo
teresa

a dance under the stars

2007-03-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

the aggressors on my tagboard actually told the others to come read my blog.
increase my blog hits only. LMAO.

anyway. i wanna stop blogging about them. :)

i saw something heart-warmingly romantic tonight.
i went out of the house to throw nicole's poop down the rubbish chute.
and when i looked down at the carpark below.
i saw a couple dancing. waltzing actually.
AWWW.. it is like so romantic to be dancing under the stars.

i think they got inspired by the nine o'clock show on channel eight. LOL.

xoxo
teresa

barbaric tyrant

2007-03-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

REVENGE OF THE EVIL BARBARIC TYRANT.

i banned you from my tagboard. :Þ
and it is fun to know that it bothers you. LOL.

the irony of it all

2007-03-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

been mj-ing the past few days.
lost a little, win a little.
end up total win 6 bucks. lol.

sacrificed so many hours of sleep for 6 bucks.
but worth it i say. a million times worth it.
mj is really a beautiful game.
mind-challenging and allow for friends to gather.

anyway. nicole is still being adorable.

sometimes i feel like strangling her. lmao.
because she shits and pees all over the house.
and she pee-ed twice in my room. argh.

but other times i just want to kiss her all over.
and cuddle her and rub her belly and tickle her.

she's MY dog. don't condemn me. :)

xoxo
teresa

FUCKERS

2007-03-19T09:38:00.000+08:00

REVENGE OF THE EVIL THICK LIPS PART III

i am so tired of all these.
and it's apologies not apologises.

thanks for giving my blog entertainment.
but no thanks and please fuck off.

i cannot figure out what you guys want.

if you wanna scold me, do it in my face.
if you wanna beat me up, bring it on.
or if you're just getting kicks by doing this.
then you guys are seriously screwed up.

i've entertained you guys for long enough.

revenge of the evil thick lips part ii

2007-03-18T06:05:00.000+08:00

REVENGE OF THE EVIL THICK LIPS PART II.

CS got accomplices now! SO EXCITING.
and KW is one of them.
WEIRD cause i had nothing against him.

OR. maybe they just have something against fat people. :)

but i honestly feel very unaffected.
i tend to feel indifferent towards mediocre people.
maybe that's why. :)

the following definitions are for the uneducated people reading this.
accomplices:- partners in crime.
indifferent:- not making a difference, or mattering, one way or the other.
mediocre:- of only ordinary or moderate quality.

i'm think i'm like so considerate to include definitions.
even spare a thought for them.
i'm such a nice, considerate and magnanimous person. :)

xoxo
teresa

fat, so what?

2007-03-17T04:19:00.000+08:00

FAT arms and FAT face. SO WHAT?

FAT thighs. SO WHAT?

FAT neck. SO WHAT?

I FORGIVE YOU. :)

REVENGE OF THE EVIL THICK LIPS. LOL.

swim scare

2007-03-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA. i had fun today. :)
we went swimming.
at somwhere we were not supposed to be at.
TRESPASSING IS PUNISHABLE BY DEATH.

xoxo
teresa

good morning

2007-03-16T06:28:00.000+08:00

good morning with loads of love. :)

nicole

2007-03-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

meet nicole.

finally i own a dog. :)
she's mine. all mine.

how to not love an angel like her?

OH. and she looks like pinky.
the pinky from the cartoon pinky and the brain.
LOL.

i miss bailey. :(

and talking about the people (and dogs) i love.

my boy looks so strangely manly in this.

and he brought me kite-ing the other day.

look at the muscles. my sexy boy. :x

how to not love a boy who keeps his promises?

BTW. i resigned my hook-a-rich-angmoh-job like a few days into it.
to put it crudely.
i should be dining there and NOT working there.

PEACE OUT PEOPLE. I LOVE THIS PRETTY WORLD.

xoxo
teresa

work

2007-03-05T03:35:00.000+08:00

i'm starting work today/tomorrow.
the anticipation heightens.
maybe i'll be able to hook a rich angmoh.
LOL.

xoxo
teresa

fondness

2007-03-02T08:29:00.000+08:00

we were at the seaside he said.
the skies were blue, the sea was blue.
and i was blue. haha.
everything was soothing he said.

how nice if it was all true.
not the me being blue part though.

then he called and we chatted.
and i was overwhelmed with fondness.
i really do love him.
he makes me smile for no reason.

and he pats me to sleep.

:( i wanna cry.

sometimes when i can't sleep.
because his bed just doesn't smell like mine.
he pats me to sleep.

if only it was up to me to decide fate.

and when i got home last night at 2 plus.
i went in my parents' room.
and saw my mom sleeping in my dad's embrace.
can't put this feeling into words.

i'm the luckiest girl in the world.
everyday of my life i'm surrounded by love.
kinship, friendship and my boy.
i never want this feeling to go away.

let it be this way ok?

xoxo
teresa

HAHA

2007-03-02T03:22:00.000+08:00

firstly. :D *beams*

i think people with thick lips are dumb. LOL.

call me fat. call me obese.
i don't care.
because i am what.
but that doesn't make me a bad person.

"is your friend pretty? if she is i'll style my hair."
tell me how much more superficial can he get? HAHA.

if you think i'm capable of murder then you're seriously screwed up.

ever heard of figure of speech?
let me explain in layman's terms for you.
when i say i feel like strangling the noisy kids.
it doesn't mean i'm gonna do it!
are you like fucking dumb or what?

actually the whole thing is pretty amusing.

do you know how little you seem to me?
when you insult rather than try reasoning?

SCREW YOU MR. THICK LIPS.

and all those fuckers over at foo sl's blog.
have low EQ.
talk senselessly and side with the ones who do them wrong.
target the person instead of the event.
keep your enemies closer than your friends is it?

WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE!!

i didn't attack them in foo sl's blog as promised.

i would never wanna go through what foo sl is going through.
i can understand and totally empathise with her feelings.

I LOVE YOU GIRL AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. :)

xoxo
teresa

six months

2007-02-26T06:00:00.000+08:00

it's already been six months.
of tender loving care. *blush*

HAPPY SIXTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

you take all my nonsense and crap.
and tolerate all my wickedness.
and with you i will never be the same person again.
because you've shown me what love stands for.

i never want this love to end.

xoxo
teresa

of imbeciles

2007-02-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

SOME PEOPLE HAVE NO MANNERS.
WHEN YOU HAVE ARGUMENTS WITH ALL.
MAYBE IT'S TIME TO RE-EVALUATE YOURSELF.
YES. YOU KNOW I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU.
BASTARD.
YOU CAN KISS MY PERKY LITTLE ASS.
BECAUSE I DON'T FRANKLY GIVE A DAMN.

TRA LA LA LA.

screwed up

2007-02-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

what a day.
screwed up.

i screwed up on my last paper.
i screwed up when my papa saw me with my boy.

and my boy screwed up when he pissed me off. HAHA.

then he come under my block.
pulled his ears and did 2o squats.
:)
just to make me smile.
despite him being alone down there.
tell me where to find.

but it was damn funny la.
i was laughing like crazy 14 floors up.

then just now i went downstairs find him.
and my papa dunno why came down 5 mins after.
what an end to a screwed up day.

i hope my papa won't tell mama about my boy.
i can understand why they want me to leave him.
but if only they got to know him.
i'm sure they'd fall for him as hard as i did.

xoxo
teresa

lacklustre

2007-02-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

i came across a word.
lacklustre.
isn't it interesting?
how when you put two words together.
it conveys a totally different meaning.

see.
lack means that:
lack [lak ]
noun
definition:
1. shortage: a complete absence of a particular thing
2. something absent: something that is needed but is in short supply or missing

and lustre means:
lus·ter [lústər]
noun (plural lus·ters)
definition:
1. impart glossy finish to something: to impart a glossy finish or coating to something
2. glorify something: to give something a glorious or magnificent quality

but lacklustre is defined as:
lack·lus·tre [lák lùstər]
adjective
definition:
lacking excitement: lacking energy, excitement, enthusiasm, or passion

hmmm.

anyway. i haven't been blogging much.
i dunno what i'm busy with.
i think and i know i spent too much time with my boy. :x

then someone i know went ahead to blog 7/8 times today. HAHA.
re-ignites my passion for blogging only. lmao.

something happened that made me realise.
sometimes.
you never ever really let go even when you think you have.

but what the heck.
galvin tan wei jian is all i need to fill my life with laughter. :)

xoxo
teresa

loved

2007-02-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

my boy.

i found the love of my life. :)

xoxo
teresa

bad hair

2007-01-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

i did something horrible to my hair a couple of weeks back.
now my fringe looks like it has been bitten off by a dog.

and now that i have not been wearing makeup for quite some time.
it feels strangely wierd to see myself in makeup.
therefore, i have stopped photo-whoring altogether.

because photos of myself in a hairband and without makeup turns me off.

how come this entry is so very looooooooooooong and resembles an essay?
HAHA.

xoxo

teresa

of scrutiny

2007-01-17T10:53:00.000+08:00

only GOD will judge me.

hmmm.
i'm tired of people scrutinising and judging me.
the way i look, the things i do or say.
when they don't even know who i really am.

and i realise i sometimes do that too.
as in judge people without any knowledge of who they are.

and i sometimes do things the way people want/expect me to.
for fear of them judging me the wrong way.
but honestly, WHY SHOULD I CARE?

so from this point on.
a new lease on life.

only GOD will judge me.

anyway.
many exciting and sometimes distressing things have been going on.
mostly conflicts and indecisiveness.
adds colours to my life only. lmao.

those gung-ho small time gangsters over at foo sl's blog.
very entertaining and strangely brainless i must say.
it's like:
boohoo. my hubby doesn't love me.
i should act stupid and make the NOT-third party's life hell.

i think love is severely over-rated.
can't live with it, can't live without it.
that sort of thing.

oh oh.
and my mom decided to get the home repainted!
i'm gonna paint my room purple.
or maybe pink. or maybe even a more drastic yellow.
don't really know yet but whatever.

AND.
i am gonna get my hands on that iphone from apple.
damn cool can!

forgive my ramblings. =x

xoxo
teresa

something horrible

2007-01-07T02:08:00.000+08:00

i realised something horrible.
actually not realised.
i was more of in denial about it.

and then foo sl jolted me out of my 3 weeks holiday fun spree.

PROJECTS OF ALL MODULES ARE NOT DONE.
now with only one day left.
how are we ever gonna be able to get anything even remotely done?

there's mmit.
then law.
and my bd.
our gems how?
pth got project?

HOW SHIT IS THAT?

i have decided that a radical change is inevitable.

xoxo
teresa

karma

2007-01-05T03:17:00.000+08:00

i want to have twins.
actually.
i really love kids.
but i have no patience.

jack of all trades.
master of none.
i get so interested in things.
but get bored in a minute.

karma is a bitch.

OKAY. that's all.

xoxo
teresa

my dad the fashionista

2006-12-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

my papa is quite the fashionista.
he is nearly 6o you know.
I LOVE MY PAPA SO SO MUCH.

xoxo
teresa

i'm moving on

2006-12-27T05:07:00.000+08:00

i am moving the fucking on.
i meant that in a funny sort of way.

i'm clueless and confused.
but knowing that it's not me.
makes it easier you know?

i realised i seldom use "?".
hor?
i'm gonna start using it often.
okay?

i suddenly feel free.
free to do whatever i want.

because i've let go.
of a burden that's been suppressing me.

and i saw bawang today.
i didn't exactly see him.
but he saw me.
we were at the same place at the same time.

and.
mr. bawang didn't come say hi.
:(
break my heart only. haha.
i miss the cckss gang.

i shall end with an interestingly true quote:
"all humans are equal. but some humans are more equal than others."

nice right? LOL.

xoxo
teresa

to add on

2006-12-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

i just want to add that i feel like i'm living a lie.
HAHA.

i am the epitome of pathetic.
i have no idea why i find that funny.

oh. and i fell down today.

people i hang out with would know that i always hurt myself.
today.
i fell on the shaky bridge thing in a playground.
as in slipped flew in the air and fell on my ass kind of fall.

a lot of people saw. -.-
at least i wasn't alone but still.

i miss secondary school days so much.

xoxo
teresa

it's not me

2006-12-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

it's not me.
i wish you happiness.

xoxo
theresa

christmas

2006-12-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

it's christmas eve eve eve.

HAHA.

i'm gonna mj my christmas away.

i don't like seeing people sad.

it just really affects me.

i feel sad when the people i care for are sad.

and today i realise.

even the people i don't know affects me.

this little girl was laughing.

and that made me happy.

she was laughing because her brother was chasing her around.

HAHA.

then she fell down. -.-

and she started wailing and screaming.

and that made me sad.

it was like i was her.

my emotional roller coaster was right behind hers.

in a way.

i think i'm wierd.

anyway.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE.

a whole lot of fuck

2006-12-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

WHY CAN'T I DO THE THINGS I WANNA DO?
I AM THE FUCKING MASTER OF MY OWN FUCKING LIFE.
I'M NOT SAD. BUT VERY ANGRY.
I DON'T SEE WHY I SHOULD JUST SIT AROUND.
I DON'T CARE HOW SHE FEELS ANYMORE.
I AM GONNA ENJOY MY LIFE WHILE I STILL FUCKING CAN.

no makeup

2006-12-20T03:52:00.000+08:00

random

2006-12-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

i don't think i'm spoilt.
but i know i'm pampered.

maybe because i'm the youngest in the family.
i know i'm wilful.

i love my dad so much.
i know he dotes on me.

the other day i fell on my ass.
blame the wet floor.
blame the slippery flops.

did you know that FOX was around since 1948?

so random i know.

i think i'm an emotional person.
passionate maybe.
i feel a lot of things.
and i get really affected by everything.

i want to say so much more.
but i'd then be baring myself to my readers.

i think i am a sort of schizophrenic.
HAHA.

i think i have a great da ge.
he has a temperament like my dad.

i just want him to know that i am so proud of him.
for all that he have accomplished so far.

PRESIDENT'S AWARD ok. don't play play.

and he's now an officer in the army.
and he never fails to be there for me.
and will always tell me the right from the wrong.

everybody should get a brother like that. =)

it's now the holidays.
and i love mahjong so much.

i want to slim down this holiday.
HAHA.
i know i always say this.
but maybe this time i can be the next nicole richie.

i always read your entries.
and i miss you so much.

i so want to be the person you're talking about.

you sound so sad.
i want you to be happy.

and i hope you read this.

i know it's never going to end in a fairytale.
but i want you to know you're still the one i loved the most.

xoxo
teresa

perky little ass

2006-12-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

bloody hum-drum of life is suffocating me.
i cannot breathe.

i need time to myself.
peace of mind is really all i ask for.
but misery loves company.

all the bad goings just come rolling altogether.

fuck it.
kiss my perky little ass.

xoxo
teresa

of the disappearance

2006-12-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

my laptop finally died on me.
because i don't take good care of it.

and that would explain my long disappearance.
now i'm in a lesson blogging.
because there's pretty much nothing to do.

actually.
i have a report due in 2 weeks.
a powerpoint due in a week.
and a report that's long overdue.

but i am not in the right mind to do it.

what are friends for?
*contents removed*

at the end of the day.
friends forgive and forget.

i suddenly feel a strong sense of helplessness.

i need some space.
yet i want someone to lean on.

i need help.
but i'm too proud to ask for it.

i need a hug.
but there's no one to give one to me.

i want to cry in my mother's arms.
and let her tell me everything is gonna be okay.

but everything is not gonna be okay.

anyway.
my laptop is fixed.
but it's with my brother now.
i promise.
when i get it back.
i'll treat it nice.

i hope everything works out in the end.

my boy reads my blog

2006-11-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
my boy reads my blog.
the horrors the horrors.

good thing or bad thing?
HAHA.

i have been lazy when it comes to blogging.

but school has taken a turn for the better.
i hope to stay motivated after the holidays.
i hope and i am determined.

i'm trying to curb my cab addiction.
and have been taking the train more often.
and i feel richer already. :x

AND.
i am my own person.
nobody should dictate what i should or should not do.
so i can spend the way i fucking like to ok.

some people just pisses me off.
wolf in sheep's clothings.

but anyway.
i'm in a good enough mood to not stay pissed.
haha. smell the flowers.

xoxo
teresa

about him

2006-10-23T05:37:00.000+08:00

i don't know why i see the need to explain myself to him.
a wrong decision that i can't recitify.

maybe foo sl is right.
about me not knowing that i want sth.

i've always stopped myself from blogging about him.
or talking about him.
or thinking about him.

but some things are hard to just throw away.

i regret many of the things i did and said.
i shouldn't have given up.
but then i realise i still haven't given up hope.

that was till the day i saw him after so long.
the day that i think destroyed everything i ever was to him.

EVERYTHING IS SO WRONG.

i dunno if he still cares or think about me.
but i would never want him out of my life.
but i think that's what he wants from me.
for me to be gone.

i want to say at least i still have the memories.
but i don't.
not anymore.

what have i done?
i really just want to know.
what have i done to myself, my life, my everything?

karma can be such a pain in the ass.

i had a bad day

2006-10-20T06:10:00.000+08:00

i had one hell of a bad day.
nothing triggered it.
no one pissed me off.
i didn't quarrel with nobody.
nothing bad happened to me.

i just had a bad day.

always look on the bright side of life people would say.
but i honestly think i am an optimistic pessimist.
or pessimistic optimist. whatever.
i think of all the bad things that could possibly happen.
and then i tell myself.
nah. everything is gonna be okay.

i feel like taking one deep breath and exhaling all these bad feelings out.
but life isn't that way. you can't just forget.
it just gets tucked away in a deep dark corner of your mind/ heart.
and then when it gets too cramped.
everything just bursts out of you with this overwhelming suffocation.

i tried to think of all the things that would cheer me up.
but not even chocolates worked.
i think i'm going through some sort of depression.
where nothing in my life just seems right.
i'm neither here nor there nor anywhere at all.

kiew wei

2006-10-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

i lost 23 bucks playing mahjong.

YOU TELL ME.
who can lose 23 bucks playing 1o cents 2o cents.
HAHA.

but i had so much fun.
although it was tiring.
and this kiew wei guy got on my nerves.
but he's funny to mock at.

took cab there 23 bucks.
lost 23 bucks.
take cab back 18 bucks.

SPEND 6o OVER DOLLARS FOR FEW HOURS OF FUN.
worth it i say. :))

after mj went to my boy's friend's place.
took a 2 hour nap.
then breakfast at mcdonalds.
then went my boy's place sleep till 5pm.
then went to the store straight.

so i didn't go home for like so long.
and i was glittery all over. GOLD DUST.

i am so taking the train to school tomorrow.
i don't care.
i insist.
because i borrowed books and never got a chance to read them.
i'm not even halfway through the first one.

i am just rambling on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
and on and on and on and on and on and on and on...

peas on a fork.
symbolic ok.

to me. it means disrupted peace.

xoxo
teresa

aiyo aiyo aiyo

2006-10-13T01:40:00.000+08:00

AIYO.
really all i can say is AIYO.

i don't think i'm a soft-hearted person.
but apparently i am.
but sometimes being hard-hearted is hard.

AIYO AIYO AIYO.

so stress can.

i feel like bitching.

but i don't wanna reveal too much.
it's so hard to keep it all in.
but i realised i wouldn't know how to tell anyone what i'm going through.
and i doubt anyone will truly understand.

it's just like when trying to quit smoking.
you're so determined.
but you just can't seem to bring yourself to really put your foot down.
or in this case.
put your ciggie down. HAHA.

at least i'm still in the mood for jokes.

he drowns in his dreams
an exquisite extreme i know
he's as dumb as he seems
and more heaven than a heart could hold

and if i try to save him
my whole world could cave in

i'm longing for love and the logical
but he's only happy hysterical
i'm waiting for some kind of miracle
waited so long so long

he's soft to the touch
but afraid at the end he breaks
he's never enough
and still leaves more than i can take

he's beautiful
such a beautiful disaster

i am not talking about him.

i know i am a bitch.
and an evil person.
and i do feel horrible.

but how do you control the way your heart chooses to feel?

all messed up,
teresa

stun stun stun

2006-10-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

WAH STUN!

my mother just called me.
and told me she felt happy.

HAHA.

she say past few days she felt horrible.
i told her me too.
then she say let's promise each other to not be like this again.

she wants me to break with my boy though.

but i really dunno how to to.
aiya. don't care first.
as long as mom happy i happy then ok liao.

I LOVE MY MOM LAH.

she'll kill me if she know i post this photo.

HAHA.

i love mom.

a day in school

2006-10-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

I TOOK A TRAIN TO SCHOOL TODAY!

YES.
I CAME TO SCHOOL TODAY.

after near 2 weeks of absence of school.
i kind of missed school.
notice the use of the word missed.
as in past tense you know.

and skipped school yesterday too.

hai.
but it's bd now.
and i feel so shag.

i really hate bd.
it's not the people.
nor willy wong.
it's just bd.

and FOO SL and CKL never come school today.
na na pok.

HAHA.

i took a train to school.

my boy went fishing yesternight.
until 11+ today.
such an uncle him.
then he go home play dota.

must as well come school fetch me. :x

OH.
and caroline is nice lah.
realised she always mark our attendances.
even when we didn't ask her to.
chio chio chio.

EEE.
i don't want to talk like FOO SL who talks like i-dunno-who who probably talks like someone else.
SUCK MORALE.

ba bi bu. pong ping pang.

xoxo
teresa

mended

2006-10-11T02:36:00.000+08:00

relationships mended.

i love my er ge as he is now.
he's like so joyful can. so not use to that.
WAHAHAHA.

and i love my mom.
when she pats my head and tell me she only wants the best for me.

AIYO. but i still dunno what to do.

school was fun.
but foo sl and i cannot stop sleeping.
haha.
and cars are fun to look at. :)

and chua lai wang.
i'm sorry ok.
that sunday i slept the whole day.
didn't managed to meet up.
but we'll definitely do it sometime soon ok.
and let's NOT invite mandy. HAHA.

i had such a horrible night last night.
but i feel so much better today.
although the lack of sleep is killing me.

i need sleeping pills.

but i'm so glad mom and me are okay.
or at least i think we're okay.
she has a very weird temperament.

but i feel so much more free.
felt so burdened when she was ignoring me.

AND I TOLD HER ABOUT MY BOY!

but she don't like him.
suck morale. HAHA.

OH. AND LOOK AT THIS.

can you see that bruise?!
HAHA.
souvenir from that day at the playground.
i ran into a pole. :x

and foo sl is addicted to massaging it.
is it called massaging?
aiya. she's just compulsively abusive.

i'm gonna stop abruptly here.
because i just don't feel like blogging anymore.

I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE IT OKAY?!

like a child

2006-10-08T05:01:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT THE FREAKING TIME!

5 in the morning. HAHA.

i just played crocodile, blind mice, ice-man and 7 up.
i had so much fun.
just like re-living my childhood days.

we spent like 5 hours at the playground playing games.
HAHA.
there's so much more to life then studies and work.

having fun doesn't mean clubbing nor shopping.
it can just be pure childish laughter.
not in town but at a playground with slides and all.

i so want to be a child again.

and the guys are still there playing. HAHA.

lucky i'm home.
my mom just woke up.

BUT.
got a price to pay.
wahahaha.
i think i was too barbaric.

i fell down twice.
and ran head on into a pole.
bruises all over.
but worth it. :))

i just had so much fun i'm beaming as i'm typing this.
HEE!

how nice if life is always like this.

i don't have much time left to have fun.

i must study hard.
then next year must work work work.

and i seriously think i'm gonna die early.
with all the bad habits i have.
and all the illnesses i already got.

i can't wait to go out again and have as much fun as tonight.

but next week on.
i'm gonna be a good girl.
and study real hard.

and i cannot afford to miss any more lessons.
i am already so far behind.

WAH LAU.
suddenly feel very stressed out.
let's talk about childish games. HAHA.

anyway. i think i love him.
because of all the fun i have with him.
and his friends.

i love not having to worry at all when i'm with him.

my boy will always be my childish lover.

i love you.
i love you too.
i love you three.
i love you four-ever.

AND IN OTHER NEWS.

i plan to not sleep and go open store with my mom.
BUT.
my eyes are closing down on me.
and my mom is still not talking to me.
serious.
never offend a woman. HAHA.

i cannot find my damned wallet.
SHITNESS.

LALALALALALALA.
i'm so happy i feel like i've never been depressed before.
HAHA.
so actually i'm quite easily fulfilled right?
just give me a playground and some friends. :))
somemore i'm so easy to entertain.

ok. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY, NOON, EVENING AND NIGHT PEOPLE!

xoxo,
childish teresa

chocolate wars

2006-10-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

i cannot decide.

are kinder buenos the best chocolates in the world.
or are ferrero rocher the best chocolates in the world.

hersheys are definitely next.

i present to you.
THE CHOCO MONSTER FUDGE COOKIE.

damn freaking delicious.
especially when heated a little.

wah lau.
i so yearn for chocolate now.

DAMN SAD LAH.

tomorrow i want to go for chocolate feast.
want to doesn't mean can. :(

chocolate is an aphrodisiac i heard.
don't know about that.

but it definitely lifts my mood.

I WANT ME SOME CHOCOLATE NOW!

of irrelevance

2006-10-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

i still think of him.
this is desolation to the maximum.
HELP.

you know how when you're sad.
you listen to sad songs.
and you get even more sadder.

HAHA.
more sadder.

HAHAHAHA.
is not me.
it's IT'S not me leh.

tell you all something funny.
i cannot stop laughing.
i'm still laughing now can.

phoo called and cried for help.
haha. i thought what happened.

turns out her sandals broke!

WAHAHAHA.

on my way over to SAVE her.
i cannot stop laughing okay.
damn funny lah.
i had to resist the urge to tell the cabbie what happened.

I JUST HAD TO SHARE.

so funny can.

then when i reached.
she told me she was reflecting on her life.

HAHAHAHA.
she said she felt hopeless.
wah lau. cannot sop laughing.

then she said if no one come and save her.
she would jump down the mrt track.

so glad i have such a lamer as a friend. =x

suddenly i feel so happy.

oh i don't know.
i don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful.
such a beautiful disaster.

if i could hold on.
through the tears and the laughter.
won't it be beautiful.
just a beautiful disaster.

i'm waiting to fall in love with him.

last night i told my boy i was hungry.
in the middle of the night.

but i couldn't leave house.
because my mom is still angry.

then he bought fish porridge for me.
and left it at my doorstep.
it tasted exceptionally great.

actually porridge taste nice.
been eating it for the past few days.
i love porridge.
i can eat it for a lifetime.

okay. and now.
something totally irrelevant.

boring lesson + pms = FOO SL

stressful project + boring lesson = CHONG KAI LING

boring lesson + great lighting = PHOTO WHORE

and on another irrelevant note.

MY PAPA!

daddy dearest looks so adorable.
very hip right.
the turned-up collar look fits him so well.
havoc right.

I LOVE MY DADDY!

long entry due to the long hours spent at home.
HAHA.
i feel so sick and i can't breathe.

xoxo
teresa

fuck the world

2006-10-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

this is a hellhole i call my f-king life.

i am angry and sad.
and nobody seems to want to hear me out.

i came home today to a messed up room.
the anger i felt was unimaginable.
i wanted to throw the f-king chair out the window.

i wanted to grab all my stuff.
and leave and never come back.

but i love my family no matter how crazy she is.

blogging is not helping one least f-ing bit.

home on a sunday night

2006-10-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

home on a sunday night.
i've missed being able to just hang out.
you know.
on my own with my thoughts.
i'm so at peace right now.

OHM...

and my mom cooked today.
i really miss eating homecooked food.

i think it's really true.
everything changes.
but changes might not be bad.
i miss my old life.
but i still love the life i'm living now.

anyway.
i'm in a good enough mood today.
and i feel like shaking my ass.
SHAKE SHAKE.

everybody look at me, me
i walk in the door you start screaming
come on everybody what you here for
move your body around like a nympho
everybody get your necks to crack around
all you crazy people come on jump around
i want to see you all on your knees, knees
you either want to be with me, or be me

YES. i'm a man-eater.

i feel like bitching today.

my boy told me today that i take and don't give.
but he still loves me what.
so why should i bother right? =x

xoxo
teresa

serious case of addiction

2006-09-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT STOP BLOGGING.

blog addict

2006-09-29T11:03:00.000+08:00

do you people realise i've been blogging very often?

re-addicted to blogging.
for now.
because i have so many things to say but no one to say it to.

played mahjong last night.
sho happy.
now i not so gian mahjong.
but i wanna play over the weekend.

*beams*

i feel very indifferent right now.
like i dunno what's my mood.
not happy.
not sad.
just indifferent.

get what i'm trying to say?

i really think the fish noodles in SP taste great.
like absolute-heaven that kinda great.

i think my menses is coming.
HAHA.
ok. maybe you people didn't have to know that.

life has been kind to me i think.
just that i don't really know how to appreciate.

i have a great family that i know i can count on.
and i love my friends who have always been there for me.
and now i have my boy who makes me smile no matter what.
and mahjong is my passion.

so i shall be more positive.
and stop depressing over nonsense.
HAHA.

i love rock and roll.

this post so random.
ramblings from me.

my eyes are hurting from overdue contact lenses.
i have a pimple on my cheek the size of america.
and school is sucking the happiness out of poor old me.
i think my feet looks too masculine.
and my brother flew to taiwan this morning.

oh my. i feel so depressed AGAIN.

xoxo
teresa

lack of clothes

2006-09-28T05:21:00.000+08:00

i NEED new clothes.

but shopping has just passed me by.
no more desire to shop till i drop.

but i need new fancl base and remover.

i have to go shopping.
NO not shopping.
just buy and then go.

somebody just kill me please.
serious lack of sleep.
but i'm stuck nowhere.

if i go to sleep now i can forget attending lessons.
if i don't sleep i'll be a zombie later.

snoopy gonna pick me up from school later.
sho sho sho happy.
then maybe i can go get my stuff.

DIE.
tell me tell me tell me what to wear later.

kisses,
teresa

here i stand alone

2006-09-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

here i stand alone.
with this weight upon my heart.

don't know why but these lyrics pop into my head.
and it totally describes how i feel now.
not that i am actually alone per se.
but just feel so lonesome and definitely burden-ed.

i really truly hate school.
but i do realise that after graduation i'm gonna miss school.
but school really does manage to suck the life out of you.
if not for my friends.
i don't know how i'd have managed to push through.

aiyo. another depressing post i must say.

xoxo
teresa

happy day

2006-09-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

*beams*

i feel so happy today!

haha.

my boy quit his no-life job.
woohoo!
sho happy.

he got into some sort of fight there.
then he don't want the people to go bomb the stall.
somemore the stall not his mah.
haha. bomb as in you know.

i hear people playing mahjong.
it's tuesday night leh.
make me gian mahjong only.

i tell you.
my speech more and more gangsta.
hahahahahahaha.

today is the first month anni.
did nothing much.
but i totally enjoyed his company.
i feel stress-free with him.

maybe it's the fact that you know.
no strings attached. =x

so long never wear make-up.
thus the lack of photos.
but i am narcissistic and a photo whore.

so i have photos to post but a lazy ass.

i am going to bathe now.

and wah lau.
foo sl go play mahjong.
sibei gian ok.

xoxo
teresa

i cannot forget

2006-09-25T03:02:00.000+08:00

i can't forget the till death do us part.

i'm starting to re-evaluate the whole concept of blogging.
and realising its insane-ness.

i mean it is quite ridiculous.
the whole idea of a blog being an online diary.

i feel my thoughts are sometimes personal.
maybe only meant for my eyes.

like right now.

i have thousands of thoughts and feelings overwhelming me.
but i can't exactly blog it out.

because i wouldn't want the people concerned to read it, right?

but i find writing a diary pointless too.

cause i mostly write when i'm down and out.
why would i want to be reminded of how miserable i was?
like ten years down the road when i'm reminiscing.

OH.
and somebody Technorati-searched for my blog and name.
SO HONOURED LA.

peace
teresa ang

i hate his new job

2006-09-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

I HATE HIS NEW JOB.
I HATE HIS NEW JOB.
I HATE HIS NEW JOB.

i'm the sort who will ALWAYS want my bf around when i WANT him to be around.

UNREASONABLE but i don't care.

stick with you

2006-09-21T03:27:00.000+08:00

so.

he and she were in a room.
he was holding a beer bottle.

she accidentally kicked it and it fell.
the bottle broke.

she was so apologetic.
she was sure he was gonna blow his temper.

he cleaned up the floor.
told her to not step around.

she told him she was so sorry.
and that she was so afraid that he was gonna be angry.

he looked at her and smiled.
"the bottle is a few bucks. but you, you are priceless."

:))

xoxo
teresa

about nothing

2006-09-20T03:30:00.000+08:00

today i'm going to blog about nothing.

i am a retard i know. but i am bored.

roger and out
teresa ang hui bin

again, i rock.

2006-09-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

oh. and again.
i rock my socks off.
love me people.

of friends

2006-09-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

of friends.

friends are fragile.
but best friends aren't.

hope things turn out well.

oh.
and the fortune teller said i'm sincere to my friends.
to a certain extent quite true la. =x
but i do believe in white lies.
but i would never hurt my friends with lies i tell.

xoxo,
teresa