rock and roll. i rock. you roll.

i rock.

we all know i rock.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

i want to make you happy.
i want to tell you i'll never hurt you like she did.
seeing how she hurt you makes me sad.
you said i made you the happiest girl last night,
i want to make you the happiest girl forever more.

but i don't wanna promise anybody anything,
time will tell.

i love you sharon tong wan ping.

4:19 AM

I LOVE YOU SHARON TONG!

3:53 AM

Monday, December 21, 2009

i think it's time i grew up.

i keep procrastinating.
keeeeeeeeeeeeeeep procrastinating.

everything and anything that matters.
i'll just set it aside and tell myself i'll do it someday. soon.

but it never happens.

and i think i've been waiting.
waiting for something life changing to happen.
a sign to tell me that it's time for a change.

and i think this is it.

i mean seriously.
i could have lost my fucking life.

but even after this.
all i care about it having fun.
when will i grow up?

when will i truly fucking grow up?

2:29 AM

Monday, December 14, 2009

so anyway.
i am very free.
and very bored.

and i keep seeing ppl on fb or whatnot posting photos taken via macbook.

so i decided to do some photowhoring myself.
of course mine's not a mac.
ever since i got my desktop i've neglected my lappy.
my sexy asus eee.

yes. i'm back!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i wanna kill myself.
blogger must upload the photos five at a time.
i rather fb. bye.

11:43 PM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

and to a dear friend,

I LOVE YOU.

and i so much hope that you're gonna be ok.

2:32 AM

it's been two thousand years since i've last blogged.

and now i'm on block leave.
away from work, and a whole lotta time to myself.

and i think my usual thoughts.
which gets me down.
cause i think too much and i think too negatively.

nothing seems right at this point in my life.
but i just live on, partying my life away.
partying not for the sake of enjoying my friends' company.
partying to get myself drunk and high.
away from all the troubles and worries.

i wonder if anybody is ever gonna read this.
which is good in a way.
cause then maybe i can really truly vent.

i've resorted to drinking myself to sleep.
drinking beer so that i can fall asleep.
without thinking thoughts.

so i'm typing this a lil drunk.
and a lil depressed.

and i can't and i won't allow myself to show this side of me.
but i need an outlet.

maybe i'll come back to blogging.
it's nice to know that this blog here will live on longer than i ever would.

and lastly, i'f like to say FUCK.
AHHAHAHAHHA.
as i can't freely express myself anywhere else.
as people judge, they always do.
and i care too much about what other people think of me.
too much.

2:24 AM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

work hard.
party harder.

1:50 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

me likey.

12:18 AM

Friday, September 26, 2008

live like a movie star.
party like a rock star.

1:04 AM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

guess who's baaaaaaaaaaaack. again.

and when i looked through my posts,
i found a draft post from a year ago.
no freaking idea why i didn't post it then.

maybe it's unfinished. whatever.
so i posted it anyhow; scroll to 21st october 2007.

and reason why i'm back in the online world:

and it's the epitome of me.
smart AND bimbotic.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEs.

1:47 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

i'm leaving for redang in a few hours!

WAHAHAHA.

really CANNOT wait for total relaxation.

been looking forward to this getaway since god knows when.
but i'm afraid i'd be left with nothing to look forward to after. :(

but hey.
live in the now baby!

photos not up cause.
cause.
cause, well, i'm a lazy bum.

but i'd take tonnes of photos at redang.
so when i'm back maybe i'd photowhore.
maybe.

meanwhile. foo sl i love you. please be okay.

3:50 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

guess who's back?

i know i know.
my last post was like six months back.

and i promised an onslaught. haha.

but hey. things happen.
things happened.

but i'm back now.
thanks to shin. eh.

prepare for photo whoring madness.

12:44 AM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

these days i've been ok.
not good.
not bad either.

i love the people(and dog) i have in my life.

timeline a bit screwed up. haha.

3:37 PM

onslaught of photos soon. :)

2:43 PM

if it makes you happy.
then it can't be that bad.
if it makes you happy
then why the hell are you so sad.

2:33 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

i think i am weird.

1:42 PM

goodbye love.

1:09 PM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

my boy is off to reservice.
two weeks since monday.

he told me he'd have his phone by his side.
and that he could pick up calls anytime.
cause that was the case last reservice.
so i thought two weeks would breeze by.

BUT?

his phone was confiscated.
because it's camera phone.

last reservice they also never confiscate.
same phone same camp what.
and what's the rationale for confiscating?

bad enough that he'd be in there for two weeks.
now don't even let me talk to him.
and twenty sixth is our first year anniversary.

i hate the stupid whoever-they-are.

now my boy can only call me at night.
and have to borrow his friend's phone.

he always picks up my calls. always.
even if he's sleeping or what not.
now i can't even talk to him when i feel like it.

still waiting for his call.
i miss you so much my boy. :(

11:13 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

a love story:

1:09 AM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

work killed my social life.

oh. transformers was amazing.

7:21 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

5:25 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

lack of sleep murdered me.

i can feel my mind racing.
and my body shutting down.
that's what caffeine does.

so many things to do.
but yet so little time.

have to collect diploma.
get some shopping done.
night's out with the girls.

blow it all off for some rest?

need the diploma for work.
need to shop for work clothes.
clubbing would do me good.

let's fuck all this planning.
and long live spontaneity. :)

11:01 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

shot through the heart.
and you're to blame.
you give love a bad name.

4:21 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

nine ball championships.
and i am queen of tyco. :)

6:09 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

7:15 AM

we rock.

5:01 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

a few days back my boy and me were lunching in delifrance.

there were some broccoli and cauliflower with my steak.

then we started arguing about which is the broccoli and which is the cauliflower.

i was very damn sure i was right.

he was very damn sure he was.

so after that we went to NTUC to check it out.

broccoli and cauliflower respectively. i was wrong. :(

i have to admit. my boy is pretty knowledgeable.

just yesterday he taught me something new.

人心不足蛇吞橡.

and he even knew the story behind it ok. don't play play.

long long ago in china the empress got very very ill.

the physician says she needs to eat the gall (蛇胆) of a certain snake.

now this particular snake was a huge ass one.

so the empress seeked the help of her premier (首橡).

the premier then went to the snake and asked for its help.

since the snake was so huge and so was its gall.

the premier asked the snake if he could just remove one small part of the gall.

the snake agreed since it wouldn't die if it was just a tiny piece.

then the snake opened its mouth wide.

so the premier went in and being greedy (人心不足) cut off the whole damn gall.

and the snake being in such pain closed his mouth.

there you go. feel much more knowledgeable already? :)

11:24 PM

home from spending the night with my boy. :)

my boy is beyond adorable without enough sleep.

he gets all excited and say and do stupid stuff.

i can't get enough of my boy. i love you stupid.

realised how i've been blogging frequently?

i think it's because i feel this joy in me.

and i wanna shout and tell the whole world.

but i can't possibly tell everybody i talk to how happy i am.

but i have to get it out of me.

so why not blog it out and share my joy right?

but sometimes i feel like i'm bragging.

but it's my blog. i can brag all i want. *beams*

so anyway.

i have been trying to catch up with the friends i felt i neglected.

it heartens me that they now know i really do appreciate them.

and it feels gooooooood i tell you. :)

oh. and i've got a kick ass dog. nicole rocks.

tell me what's there not to be happy about?

xoxo

teresa

7:56 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

i am positively glowing.
i dunno why but i feel very contented.
and all because of a book i read.

not what you think by melissa hill.
the whole world should read it.

i want to start treasuring the people in my life.
because i know i haven't been much of a daughter.
haven't been much of a sister.
haven't been much of a friend.
haven't been much of a girlfriend.
and i know i tend to take all good things for granted.

now i feel strangely motivated.
to be all that i can be. ALL THAT I CAN BE.
i want to tell the world that i am happy. finally.

oh my goodness.
exhilaration. enlightenment. appreciation.
my life will be great.

xoxo
teresa

7:22 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i didn't wanna tell the world this before i was absolutely certain.

I'M PREGNANT.

JUST KIDDING. LMAO.

i got myself a decent job. :)

in dbs and it pays 1.5k basic + o.5k allowances.
which means a whooping 2k a month. WAHAHAHA.
all that money to myself. oh the catastrophe.

the interview was surreal.
3 rounds of tests.
then the interview.
the cold plus the nerves got me trembling my ass off.
and to top that off. 2 interviewers.
i was anxious like dunno what fuck.

and at the end of it all.
they said they felt very comfortable with me.
and very comfortable with the way i communicate.
and that i should wait for a call next week.
you know. to see if i get the job.
then they went on to say that no time should be wasted.
and that they are gonna offer me the job on the spot.

WOOHOO.

i told you guys i rock. i totally rock theirs socks off.
oh my. i am so shameless. i am bragging i know. :)

me: i know one day you'll stop loving me.
him: yes. and that would be the day i die.

AWWWWW. i could have died out of sweetness right there.

him: how come you bathe at my place still got your own smell?
me: because it's my smell what. is it a nice smell or a bad smell?
him: (smelling my hair) of course it's a nice smell.

trivial i know but i felt loved. WAHAHAHA.

UH OH. i am still bragging i know. why? cannot meh?

i was reading this book about 2 really close friends.
who ended up feeling so unfamiliar of one another.

"their friendship now was based more on past association than any real closeness."

let's not become like that ok FOO SL? :)

xoxo
teresa

12:46 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

was watching reality stars fear factor.
and ryan sutter is so beyond hotness.

i was rooting for him in the bachelorette.
and he did win and got married to trista.

so sad but whatever. eye candy anyone?

and life has been beyond great.
much love people. much love. :)

noticed i love the word beyond right now?

xoxo
teresa

3:56 AM

Friday, June 08, 2007

i'm still alive.
and kicking.
much love. :)

5:46 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

i MISS you too. :)

5:57 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

6:13 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

such a gorgeous little thing.
with white lashes somemore.

i so miss ranting my heart out.
so prepare for my ramblings.

*BEAMS* :)

i don't mean to sound rude.
and i am not a religionist.

but temples freak me out.

i mean i'm not a staunch catholic.
i don't even go to church.
but temples just freak me out ok?

ANYWAY.
my mom's sister came to visit.
all the way from malaysia.

i have always taken my room for granted.

i mean i don't mind having her in my room.
it was by all means logical.
she can't possibly sleep anywhere else.

she said my bed was too soft.
TOO SOFT.
TOO SOFT?!
i love my bed the way it is.
and TOO SOFT?!

there's no such thing as TOO SOFT.
or at least to me.
as soft as possible.

so she ended up on the floor.
it was her choice.
my bed gives her back-aches.

i just HAVE TO watch tv before i sleep.
and i only go to bed at like 4 a.m.
so i can't watch tv while she's asleep.

so i end up in the living room.

then i sneak back in to sleep.
and i realise she snores.
i cannot sleep with people who snores.

my boy doesn't snore. THANK GOD.
but his brother does.
and it's damn loud snoring i tell you.

my boy only snores once in a while.
and it's like a whisper-snore. HAHA.

her snore was like a talk-snore.
audible but not loud.
but still a disturbance to me.

but now i have my room back!

I APPRECIATE HAVING MY OWN ROOM. :)

nicole has grown a lot.
only 6 months old.
but such strong legs.

she sleeps with me in my room now.
and she definitely dreams.
she twitches and her legs twitches.

and sometimes she licks her lips. AWW.
must be having a feast in her dreams.

I LOVE MY NICOLE.

i have nothing more to say. over and out.
but in case people forget how i look like.

xoxo
teresa

9:46 PM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

ouch.

6:11 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

HEY. IT'S NOT MY FAULT.
DON'T SOUND SO RESENTFUL.
BLAME YOUR INCOMPETENCE.
AND YOU.
DON'T BOTHER TO SHOUT.
BLAME YOUR LOUSY LIES.

4:36 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

PLEASE DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME. :)

3:32 PM

Friday, April 06, 2007

i might be going to sing k till morning.
but this fever is killing me. :(
and how to sing with a sore throat?

5:08 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

i think this is my virgin post at my boy's place.

anyway. i think white pigeons are funny.

oh. and i changed my mind.
i wanna marry my boy. lol.

stupid boy. i know you will be reading this. :)

xoxo
teresa

3:11 PM

Saturday, March 31, 2007

my boy got a decent job.
sales in a computer store.

then he said with his pay.

he'll pay for my mj sessions.
and shopping and high tea.

and bring me to nice places.
and that i'll be like a tai tai.

idealistic? maybe.
romantic? YES. :)

i love how fate had me fooled.

from no strings attached.
to the one love of my life.

xoxo
teresa

4:01 AM

Friday, March 30, 2007

2:26 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

HAPPY SEVENTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

my boy looks so dumb. he's gonna kill me. haha.

in marriage, there's the seventh year itch.
maybe in couplehood got seventh month itch?

haha. i am so lame.

nicole is still adorable. so in love with her can. :)

xoxo
teresa

2:37 AM

Friday, March 23, 2007

well. here i am to blog AGAIN.

i just wanna say that I LOVE MY ROOM.

and i hope it rains today cause I LOVE THE RAIN.

but i love my room much more than the rain. hmmm.
i might love the rain more than my room.
or i love my room more than the rain. HAHA.
but i might possibly love the rain more than my room.

i think the lack of sleep is getting to me.

i'm gonna go watch happy feet on dvd now. :)

maybe i'd love happy feet more than my room and the rain. HAHA.

oh. and happy feet is kuai le de da jiao in chinese.
HOW MUCH MORE FUNNY CAN THAT GET?! LMAO.

8:00 AM

i'm feeling very random.
and i feel like rambling.

i realised my boy and i have very little to talk about over the phone.
i've always not liked talking on the phone except for gossiping/bitching and catching up.

and with my boy, he's not interested in my gossips/bitchings.
and we are around each other like almost 24/7.
so there is obviously no catching up to do. duh.

so normally we just watch tv together over the phone and talk about the show.
and sometimes we just talk about nothing in particular.

i love him with all my heart and all that i have.
but he confuses me.
sometimes he treats me so nice that i feel so pampered and loved.

he would do all the small little things that mean so much.
but other times he seems to neglect me and/or my feelings.

one of my favourite songs can totally describe what i have with my boy.

he's soft to the touch
but afraid at the end he breaks
he's never enough
and still leaves more than i can take

oh i don't know.
i don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful.
such a beautiful disaster.

if i could hold on.
through the tears and the laughter.
won't it be beautiful.
just a beautiful disaster.

incidentally. i tried to create a new email today.
because my many email adds are just not very grown-up.

i tried beautifuldisaster@hotmail.com.
and it was taken.
tried it at gmail and it was taken too. :(

so anyway. i was reading through my past posts.
and many interesting/ironic things popped up.

i once used the above song on a guy i had a crush on.
but i am totally over him now and my boy is my one and only.

and check this out:

Friday, January 05, 2007

i want to have twins.
actually.
i really love kids.
but i have no patience.

jack of all trades.
master of none.
i get so interested in things.
but get bored in a minute.

karma is a bitch.

OKAY. that's all.

xoxo
teresa

3:17 AM

this is so ironic considering the hoola that happened. LOL.

and some of my past posts talked about my ex-boyfriend.
the guy that i thought i would marry and live happily ever after.
i thought i would be in love with him till the day we die.

and then something hit me.
i love my boy more than i had ever love the ex.
but i don't wanna marry my boy. weird huh.

and i also looked at the photos i posted.

i can understand why people would choose to call me fat.
but who would call her fat? she has a great figure ok.

she's one skinny ass and a very pretty little thing. :)

i really am very appreciative of what FOO SL and i have.
i have never known how it would feel to have a soulmate.

and i also realised i have love/hate relationships with my loved ones.

i LOVE my family with ALL my heart.
but sometimes my mom's constant nagging gets on my nerves and i ignore her.
and i bully my dad just because he dotes on me and always lets me get my way.

and my da ge is always there for me but i'm not always there for him.
and my er ge is trying to change his bad temperament but i'm not being suppotive.

but at the end of the day i love them like crazy. :)

i have nothing else to say and congratulate me people.
i think this blog entry is my longest post ever. woohoo.

xoxo
teresa

5:04 AM

the aggressors on my tagboard actually told the others to come read my blog.
increase my blog hits only. LMAO.

anyway. i wanna stop blogging about them. :)

i saw something heart-warmingly romantic tonight.
i went out of the house to throw nicole's poop down the rubbish chute.
and when i looked down at the carpark below.
i saw a couple dancing. waltzing actually.
AWWW.. it is like so romantic to be dancing under the stars.

i think they got inspired by the nine o'clock show on channel eight. LOL.

xoxo
teresa

12:11 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

REVENGE OF THE EVIL BARBARIC TYRANT.

i banned you from my tagboard. :Þ
and it is fun to know that it bothers you. LOL.

10:49 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

been mj-ing the past few days.
lost a little, win a little.
end up total win 6 bucks. lol.

sacrificed so many hours of sleep for 6 bucks.
but worth it i say. a million times worth it.
mj is really a beautiful game.
mind-challenging and allow for friends to gather.

anyway. nicole is still being adorable.

sometimes i feel like strangling her. lmao.
because she shits and pees all over the house.
and she pee-ed twice in my room. argh.

but other times i just want to kiss her all over.
and cuddle her and rub her belly and tickle her.

she's MY dog. don't condemn me. :)

xoxo
teresa

6:42 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

REVENGE OF THE EVIL THICK LIPS PART III

i am so tired of all these.
and it's apologies not apologises.

thanks for giving my blog entertainment.
but no thanks and please fuck off.

i cannot figure out what you guys want.

if you wanna scold me, do it in my face.
if you wanna beat me up, bring it on.
or if you're just getting kicks by doing this.
then you guys are seriously screwed up.

i've entertained you guys for long enough.

9:38 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

REVENGE OF THE EVIL THICK LIPS PART II.

CS got accomplices now! SO EXCITING.
and KW is one of them.
WEIRD cause i had nothing against him.

OR. maybe they just have something against fat people. :)

but i honestly feel very unaffected.
i tend to feel indifferent towards mediocre people.
maybe that's why. :)

the following definitions are for the uneducated people reading this.
accomplices:- partners in crime.
indifferent:- not making a difference, or mattering, one way or the other.
mediocre:- of only ordinary or moderate quality.

i'm think i'm like so considerate to include definitions.
even spare a thought for them.
i'm such a nice, considerate and magnanimous person. :)

xoxo
teresa

6:05 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

FAT arms and FAT face. SO WHAT?

FAT thighs. SO WHAT?

FAT neck. SO WHAT?

I FORGIVE YOU. :)

REVENGE OF THE EVIL THICK LIPS. LOL.

4:19 AM

they rock.

joseph
sulingg
melvene

disclaimer.

i don't care what you think.